So now this early Nothern Morning I write what comes to mind....

It seems the world goes by fast at times, then that same speed dies and allows for the slowness of all true suffering to exist...Then again, sometimes speeding of events is the greater pain. If you are stuck in fire but cannot die, and things were to pass slowly...you burn slowly for eternity in superior pain...and forever would last forever. As for fast, well...Glory and fame could be something that occurs (just as a example I use these things, so forgive my delving so wholly into the material...but allow me the indulgence as it makes it easier to teach my madness...and thus it should be easier to learn as well I should hope) for a short period of time...then it can be over at the snap of fingers, or the burning of a match.

Thus if we are to accept the aforementioned, we can give basis to conjure back to mind the neo-idea...the one that states that time doesn't exist.

And what is with all this 2012 stuff? It is confusing my already recovering mind. I mean...there is a lot out there. The one this Mystic seems to enjoy entertaining to great possibility of is....
Something about how half of the human race will perish, and those who survive are those who are in touch with there Dharma...or mayhap it twas they are in touch with spiritual truth...A mix of the two seems most appropriate.

We have contemplated how it will occur; if it does...Mom had asked if it would be plague...I thought warfare...
Who knows?

It seems there are a lot of doomsday prophecies to go along with this...maybe the world will be cleansed of those who have preyed upon the goddess Gaia for too long.

The Cthulhu Cultist believe that Cthulhu and the Old Ones will rise out of their sleeping trance-dreaming state....and rise from their resting places. Cthulhu is said to live in the corpse city of R'lyeh, and when the stars are right we will awaken. His loyal followers shall open the doors of his chambers and set him free to plunder from world to world....and I think they will be at his side...I need to read more on it.

I like how Finntroll has written, through their lyrics of course, an entire mythology and history surrounded the trolls. Such as the legendary Troll-King Rivfader: it is said that when the white serpent appears in the Nordic sky, then Rivfader shall rise from his sleep to "Strike down the Christian Plague of the North."

This one seems powerful at the least...and seems to go along with the Cthulhu deal...except they get a reptilian sea-monster god priest....
And the Trolls get a King...a powerful king. I am pretty sure Rivfader translates to Rip-Father. He tears flesh from bone or something like that...*brutal*

Here are the lyrics to the song Rivfader (there are other songs that reference to Rivfader...but the song Rivfader is the best source for information on the sleeping Troll-King...as far as I know at the moment. I still have yet to read through the English versions of all the songs...then I can understand the Troll's history, mythology, and everything else...the Et Cetera bin, if you will.

Lyrics were found at www.darklyrics.com

Original Swedish:

Ut långt långt långt i skogen där brinna en eld
Ut långt långt långt i skogen där springa en ulv
Sönder ska han trasa kött och ben av kristi lamm

Nu stiga ohygglig fasa
ur gravens kyla mull och damm
Han kommit igen för att slita huvud och lem.
Äntligen har RivFader kommit hem

"Århundraden må löpa
människoliv må vittra bort
Ty när den vite ormen skådas på den norra himmelen
då skola RivFader stiga ur sin långa sömn
för att slå ner nordens kristna plåga"

Ut långt långt långt i skogen där springa en ulv
Ut långt långt långt i skogen där brinna en eld
Ur vittrans brasa stiga onda tankar fram


The English Translation:

Out far, far, far in the forest there burns a fire
Out far, far, far in the forest there runs a wolf
He shall tear apart flesh and bones of the christian lamb

Now rises appalling terror
from the grave's cold soil and dust
he's coming back to tear heads and limbs down
Finally RivFader has come home

"May centuries run,
may men's lives crumble down.
When the white serpent beholds in the Nordic sky
then shall RivFader rise from his long sleep
to strike down the christian plague of the North."

Out far, far, far in the forest there burns a fire
Out far, far, far in the forest there runs a wolf
From the scent of bonfires evil thoughts are rising


This part was included exactly as copied (both lyrical sets were copied and pasted...worry not):

[A great wolf lurks in the forest and an evil fire burns between the trees. Two prophecies predicting the return of RivFader, a legendary troll-king who once ruled the northern lands. When the white serpent is seen on the arctic sky RivFader returns and shall strike down the followers of the christian plague. Hail, RivFader!]


...
So this gives us some interesting information on Rivfader...not enough though...not enough...

But there should be attention paid to the quoted prophecie in the middle of the song:


"Århundraden må löpa
människoliv må vittra bort
Ty när den vite ormen skådas på den norra himmelen
då skola RivFader stiga ur sin långa sömn
för att slå ner nordens kristna plåga"

AKA:


"May centuries run,
may men's lives crumble down.
When the white serpent beholds in the Nordic sky
then shall RivFader rise from his long sleep
to strike down the christian plague of the North."


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This will give us something to think on...mayhap one day I will write a short non-fiction on what I have learned about the Trolls of Finntroll's lore and legends.

I must do some research into the Trolls of legends of Aeons past...


Troll Pride!
http://www.myspace.com/trollpride
Hail, Rivfader.
Abraxas.

.:..:..:.

PS: there is a youtube "video" of sorts on the last post containing the song Rivfader. I shall post a differnt video here however...containing the same song.




This is a studio version of the song here: (it differs from the normal version, barely it seems, but none the less...maybe the vibes from this original shall aid us in unlocking the secrets of Rivfader...)




Troll Pride! (again) Hail RivFader!!!

Musik Post...

I plan on doing a music-based blog...but..I feel like I should do a music based post here. The blog will be metal based...maybe i'll do another blog non-metal ecclectic music...

So I shall do some three different genres...

Let's start with Black Metal...Gorgoroth, and Dimmu Borgir.

Gorgoroth - Carving a Giant



Gorgoroth - Unchain My Heart



Dimmu Borgir - Black Metal (it's a cover)



Now Troll Metal...

Finntroll is a Troll Metal band that mixes Black Metal with Finnish Polka called Humpa.

Finntroll - Rivfader



Finntroll - Nedgang




Now...another Troll Metal band TrollfesT,...they are more on the folky..and drunken side..

TrollfesT - Trinkenvisen



TrollfesT - PiratKriegen




And for the final genre...we have FOLK METAL!!!! Pure Fucking FOLK METAL, Fuckers! YARHARHARHARHAR!XD

Korpiklaani - Keep on Galloping



Eluveite - Inis Mona



Moonsorrow - Sankarihauta




Hail to the Metal my brothers of the Hammer!

Abraxas

Of Twilight's Teen Vampires, Romance, Blood, Faux Fangs, and Friends...

I just got back from the midnight premiere of Twilight! It was AMAZING!..MAGICKAL!..and I could throw about an infinite amount of words out to describe how amazing this night was...:P...but eventually I would sadly run out of words and start making various noises and sound effects...I am guessing a few would be obscene...and a few would turn heads with faces that had expressions cast unto them..expressions of supreme oddness. (Or rather like they have acknowledged the oddness.)

Well, any who, I went with several friends...Shellie (who bought my ticket as a I.O.U. Birthday present, thanks again BTW), Isaac (who made some interesting commentary with me during the previews and film...and during the pre- and post- stages as well XD), Marie, Ryan, Andrew and his sister, Shellie and Marie's mom, and Ryan's mom...though some of the later are not as close as the the formers. The movie was beyond amazing...truly ^,..,^

And yes...I wore my fangs...how could I deny the chance to show of the image of Vampire...being a Vampyre myself? Shellie also wore fangs...though hers where not as notice-able...they were subtle kind, and mine are the more theatrical kind...may be the "Naturals" or maybe her's were the naturals...I know not.

All in all I had an amazing time. I felt very connected, through this popular image of a vampire, to my psychic vampyrism. I don't think it would be half bad to be more like the charismatic vampire, eh? Michelle Belanger says the Psychic Vampyre has a charisma that is very mysterious...which I agree with...maybe I try to be more like who I am inide? It has just made me think...about all that. If I try to be more like the person I am internally...then will I be happier? Or will I fall into madness? I opt for happiness..with a hint of insanity. I think that would make for an ideal eccentric alternative lifestyle, don't you? Well..I shall do that very thing...I'll work physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually to unlock my innerself and step into that truth...it should be amazing.

Well my friends...It is time I got some sleep...

Blessings and Best wishes for your personal quests my friends,
And know I raise my glass: heres to finding my Bella Swan...

.:.Abraxas; Wizard, Vampyre, Poet, and seeker of truth, love, and divine happiness....:.

PS: Isaac...Cat...XDXDXD

It has been ages since I have posted...

I haven't posted since this summer....and I must write...as A LOT has happened since that post.

First we went to Phantom of the Opera...I cannot recall the date...but it was amazing!!! A magickal, gothique and romantic performance. I absolutely loved it.

Then I attended the second Oregon session of NBTSC, also known as Not Back to School Camp. I was transformed by the experience. It was one of the more amazing things ever... The amount of love felt between everyone at camp was beyond words...and the number of hugs I gave and received I truly cannot count... I had many spiritual revelations...and what seemed like a mystical/spiritual awakening. It may have had something to do with the ceremonies; my spiritual openness; the pure energy of love and goodness in the air; or maybe it was the fact that I slept in the frigid night air, surrounded by the giants trees...the earthen brothers and sisters, and under the infinite stars and planets in the sky...the astral gods and goddess they were...and we could see them all. (Including shooting stars every minute so it seemed...)...but in truth it was all of that that brought me to a point of higher spiritual awakening. (also my dreams in the cold air, with the trees and under the stars were very vivid, eccentric, trippy , and mystical...wonder if that counts for something?) I did get really sick..and I did lack A LOT of sleep! But I think the spiritual energy that was infused in the whole of camp through all mentioned above...and the fact that there was a lot of ambient energy I was able to feed off of that really kept me going. (Speaking of feeding off of energy..don't even get me started on the energy experimenting Eddie and I did with Seth, Levi, and Maelstrom ...there may have been others but I am not sure XD)

Then the night before my birthday I saw my first metal concert with mom! Not just any concert either...it was my favourite band ever...from Finland...: Nightwish!!!!

The Nightwish concert was amazing, and it blew me away...It was truly surreal...
The opening act by another symphonic metal band from Finland, was Sonata Arctica...
Now Sonata puts on an amazing show...and I really got into their music that night. On the my birthday the next day, aka 9-11, I ordered two of their albums using an e-gift card my good friend, and spiritual student gave to me earlier that month.

It has been an interesting journey since. These days after my new homeopathic remedy I have been feeling adventurous and ready for the great quest of life. Seeking myself and the mystical truths.

Namasté, Blessed Be, and May Your Path be Blessed by the Spirits of Goodness,
Abraxas the Wizard, Vampyric Mystic, and Shaman of the Darkness and Mysterie...

(PS...if any members of The Unseen Path read this...place comments..we need to reunite, Blessings)

I have an idea...

... lets see how many comments can this post bring in.
I'm aiming for 1000 +

Change is scary...

especially when one "awakens" to somthing...they cant even really tell people...grr.

This shit leads me to being nocturnal and what not...as I cannot sleep any night!

And bright lights have been killing me....grrr...and the rest...well...maybe someone will understand this...its just a mile stone for me...

4th of july...and clearing up from an old post...

I must say my Fourth of July was pretty grand. We had our own fireworks...and we made friends as well ^.^

Earlier in the day I had a breakdown...and it was pretty bad...but I got over it...and had a good time.




........

now for the clear up...
I had posted before about Megan...and then my friend Isaac left a comment. (Hope I am spelling your name right...names and me do not mix, heh) He has said somthing about her and I was like, "oh.. forgot to say.."
for the record, we broke up a few months back...but are still really really good friends...but I wanted to clear the confusion.

That's all for this Post...I'm sure i'll post more this early morning...

Blessed Be,
Abraxas