It has been ages since I have posted...

I haven't posted since this summer....and I must write...as A LOT has happened since that post.

First we went to Phantom of the Opera...I cannot recall the date...but it was amazing!!! A magickal, gothique and romantic performance. I absolutely loved it.

Then I attended the second Oregon session of NBTSC, also known as Not Back to School Camp. I was transformed by the experience. It was one of the more amazing things ever... The amount of love felt between everyone at camp was beyond words...and the number of hugs I gave and received I truly cannot count... I had many spiritual revelations...and what seemed like a mystical/spiritual awakening. It may have had something to do with the ceremonies; my spiritual openness; the pure energy of love and goodness in the air; or maybe it was the fact that I slept in the frigid night air, surrounded by the giants trees...the earthen brothers and sisters, and under the infinite stars and planets in the sky...the astral gods and goddess they were...and we could see them all. (Including shooting stars every minute so it seemed...)...but in truth it was all of that that brought me to a point of higher spiritual awakening. (also my dreams in the cold air, with the trees and under the stars were very vivid, eccentric, trippy , and mystical...wonder if that counts for something?) I did get really sick..and I did lack A LOT of sleep! But I think the spiritual energy that was infused in the whole of camp through all mentioned above...and the fact that there was a lot of ambient energy I was able to feed off of that really kept me going. (Speaking of feeding off of energy..don't even get me started on the energy experimenting Eddie and I did with Seth, Levi, and Maelstrom ...there may have been others but I am not sure XD)

Then the night before my birthday I saw my first metal concert with mom! Not just any concert either...it was my favourite band ever...from Finland...: Nightwish!!!!

The Nightwish concert was amazing, and it blew me away...It was truly surreal...
The opening act by another symphonic metal band from Finland, was Sonata Arctica...
Now Sonata puts on an amazing show...and I really got into their music that night. On the my birthday the next day, aka 9-11, I ordered two of their albums using an e-gift card my good friend, and spiritual student gave to me earlier that month.

It has been an interesting journey since. These days after my new homeopathic remedy I have been feeling adventurous and ready for the great quest of life. Seeking myself and the mystical truths.

Namasté, Blessed Be, and May Your Path be Blessed by the Spirits of Goodness,
Abraxas the Wizard, Vampyric Mystic, and Shaman of the Darkness and Mysterie...

(PS...if any members of The Unseen Path read this...place comments..we need to reunite, Blessings)

I have an idea...

... lets see how many comments can this post bring in.
I'm aiming for 1000 +

Change is scary...

especially when one "awakens" to somthing...they cant even really tell people...grr.

This shit leads me to being nocturnal and what not...as I cannot sleep any night!

And bright lights have been killing me....grrr...and the rest...well...maybe someone will understand this...its just a mile stone for me...

4th of july...and clearing up from an old post...

I must say my Fourth of July was pretty grand. We had our own fireworks...and we made friends as well ^.^

Earlier in the day I had a breakdown...and it was pretty bad...but I got over it...and had a good time.




........

now for the clear up...
I had posted before about Megan...and then my friend Isaac left a comment. (Hope I am spelling your name right...names and me do not mix, heh) He has said somthing about her and I was like, "oh.. forgot to say.."
for the record, we broke up a few months back...but are still really really good friends...but I wanted to clear the confusion.

That's all for this Post...I'm sure i'll post more this early morning...

Blessed Be,
Abraxas

Musical Post...

I have to plug a few videos of various types...nothing metal today...just a few pieces I really like, here we go:

Rasputina - "1816 the Year Without a Summer"



Kikyo's Theme:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdbieHYY0z0 (This song invokes strong sadness...I love it)


Marco Hietala (my fav. singer...he is metal..this song isn't) - Ave Maria



(not metal..but a metal band:) Korpiklaani doing some Yoiking:




Stay Artistic thy knows selves,
Panther

The Symphony

I went to the Symphony this eve...and I am still in musical ecstasy...I shall Post a poem about it all...soon...tomorrow mayhap...and a picture maybe? we all dressed up..so yea...Oh! and this lady in front of us kept giving us dirty looks...thus I returned it twice with a look a Panther like myself would normally reserve for prey...but this worked nicly, hehehe.

till then, and with hopes forrr another purrrrfect eve,
Abraxas the Panther Wizard of the Darklands

life

is an odd journey isn't?